The COVID-19 epidemic in South Korea is fast. Faced with the harsh fact that the patient passed on the person, Zhao Weishan also asked us to "preach the gospel and witness the God", and preach everywhere. This is a trick on our lives. In fact, Zhao Weishan never regarded us as human beings, but as his prisoners. In the church, apart from being led by Zhao Weishan's trust, our personal freedom and external communication are restricted, making it impossible for us to return home and seeing relatives, which has caused the tragedy of our wife's dispersal and the destruction of the family.